It's my life

So today has been a little hectic. Had lots of last minute stuff to do as we're going away tomorrow for a few days and I can't wait. The last few months have been so stressful and I certainly need this break.
A friend said to me recently "It's your life. Take control" It's stuck with me since and I think I will use the time away to evaluate my life and make a few decisions about what I want from it. For instance, my job. I know i'm lucky to have it and for the last few weeks i've been getting paid to practically do nothing but it's not enough for me. I need some sort of challenge cos at the moment i'm bored.
Also, I think I need to think about certain people in my life and whether or not they are good for me. I have some amazing friends and family but there are a few people that just grate on me and zap my energy. It's time to think about me and not worry about everyone else anymore. By the time I get home from this break I will have decided what to do and I think there will be a few people that I will be ejecting from my life for good.

Speaking of ejecting, thank god Nicolo is out of X Factor. I really didn't like him. He exudes arrogance.


So, anyway, i've also been thinking a lot lately about eventually moving back down south. Definitely not back to London but somewhere nice in the south. The thing is that I don't know if I even want to be down there anymore. Since I moved up here to Liverpool I have missed it down there. But I have now got used to it here and I like it. I live in the heart of the city in the middle of everything. Could I ever afford to live somewhere like thsi down there? No chance. And what do I have to go back there for anyway? Nothing. A few friends, yes but I go down to visit when I can and there is nothing stopping them coming up here to see me. I don't think I have anything left down there to justify moving back. I feel like i'd be taking a massive step backwards so for now, i'm gonna stick it out up here.
If i'm honest I have grown to love this city and some of the people in it. Life is very different here, a lot louder to say the least. Scousers do tend to shout a lot but i'm used to that now. One thing I must say is that the women up here look after themselves. Most look stunning but the accent is annoying on them. It's not so bad on men but when it's a woman with a high pitched voice it goes right through me.
Right, i'm done for the time being. I'm sure i'll be back next weekend with lots to say but for now it's adios.